Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.