I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

Dignity is death.

In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

The devil’s in my midst.