It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.