Conscience, by Liliane

Conscience

I stare at the mirror

All I see is a Monster

When have I started to become

This horrifying wraith?

Like Dorian Gray

I have only noticed too late

The decaying of my portray

This poem is not about me ;)

How many times Can I take no for an answer? Knowing you want me But are too afraid to love Disapointment

When I look at his eyes I get a glimpse of his soul Bright, Only a gleam of sun makes them spa… Of a beautiful green,

No direction No certainty Only questions I Wonder what will come next My thoughts are fidgeting all arou…

Sunshine, Driven by Helios through the Sky In a golden chariot To the sole purpose Of illuminating my life

Today I feel like i am falling of… only to meet the hard, cold floor of my bathroom I cry for help I scream silently

Pain radiates from my shoulders As I am carrying the whole world I imagine others hurting Like it could ease my pain But it won’t ever go away

Nothing particular to this shirt, Juste an old piece of fabric One might say But to me it’s a rare and precious item

What a beautiful rose in my garden I look at her And I remember Only her Can keep my secrets forever

The Lily of the Valley Blossoms beautifully Its fragance is light and fresh But poison runs through its veins, A dark side it surely hides

The water Falls in a mellow harmony Helping me to clear my mind And direct the current of my thoug… I close my Eyes

Anxiety is dancing in my mind In a loud trance My fears Are rushing into my head How can I ever stop them?

Of a Sunny yellow She wears a legendary name Growing at the place Narcisse had drowned From the own contemplation

This evening I look at the Sky I see a burst of magnificent colou… And I realize there’s something I Had not seen…

Light is her name She is precious like gold Luckier than Fortuna, Always outruning fate Flames blaze from her eyes

Memories are gone I thought I’d feel relieved But there is a void in my heart A weight in my chest I thought forgetting you would hea…