(2014)
My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain
I feel like crap Most days I have a lot going my way I am loved I can smile
By nature high-strung But I thought I was strong If not physically, emotionally For things to roll off my back Be mature and take the high road
An idea In my head Falls flat On paper Read it
Antisocial tendencies Amplified by sickness I can people watch Yet I can’t people talk I am lonely
Husband and wife Companions for life Mature love that deepens And mellows with time Life’s eroding winds
I spend all my time Fighting with you In my head If we fought At least it would be
The passive-aggressive Guilt trip Is a weak tool For your purpose The sensitive
My heart breaks A little each day For problems I can’t solve For things I can’t change All I can do is pray
Water Beach pools and fountains Rivers creeks and waterfalls The sound The feel Floating Weightless
The teenage rebels All fall in line Be they hippies Goths, rockers or skaters Moving from one mould
The whole world Aches and groans Do you feel her pain? The human in me Wants to heal mankind
Traffic Irritation becomes a nightmare As the lines start to squiggle Bending in and out And the world starts its attack
I can feel it coming Decisions I can’t make Brain starts to freeze Fingers won’t work Sick of this disease
A noisy restaurant Listen Focus Beyond the dishes The music