(2014)
When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery
If I could make you smile Just once Sincerity From an appreciative heart It would make all of it worthwhile
Water Beach pools and fountains Rivers creeks and waterfalls The sound The feel Floating Weightless
I cannot let you hold my happiness For your hand to caress or to drop It is not healthy It is not safe For your happiness to depend on an… I’m taking it back but no longer r…
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
Are you ever tired Of just being you? Did you ever Want to be Someone new?
My soft spot My sweet boy I’d do anything for Who convinced me Little boys are the best
Does it hurt? When you prick your finger No I do this just for fun Our fingers lose feeling
Bags full of diapers Cars waiting in line Smell coming from the load Ashamed it was mine He noticed my insulin pump
Most women are cooks But a man who cooks Is a chef She cooks over and over To feed the masses
I feel like crap Most days I have a lot going my way I am loved I can smile
May sun is warm An old friend You have missed June sun Still smiles
Ask any female Love Is in the details I love you Three greatest words
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
You might know her As blonde eyes Or as the sister who bakes cookies But you see I don’t write this