I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones

Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl

I’m watching a woman in a bikini In great shape with a swollen bell… Play with her puppy named Gatsby A Hispanic family comes The little girl dips her feet in

I would never choose To eat a granola bar Or peanut butter crackers Though I eat them All of the time

The whole world Aches and groans Do you feel her pain? The human in me Wants to heal mankind

Blonde eyes To match her hair Life is mean She counts her blessings Hopes for the best

The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I

When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery

My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain

Does it hurt? When you prick your finger No I do this just for fun Our fingers lose feeling