(2014)
To be genius means To not follow the rules You don’t have to I wish to be smart But not self-important
I find richness In the mixture In what others disdain Young people lost Between two cultures
The more you treat me like a nag The more I become one I’m sorry if I micromanage Your clean clothes Your hot meals
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Didn’t they know that people cared? That they were loved? Why didn’t someone tell them?
Clinical smells Polite strangers The only thing worse Than being here Is to not be able
Algunos me gusta compartir Calientitos Justo cuando salgan del horno Que no se enfríe Por eso lo escribí
I cannot apologize For writing what I feel inside If it is hard to read It is harder to live I will understand
I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
Why can’t I choose to be somewhere in the middle? Surrounded by extremes Measure everything With a grain of salt
Desperate for his attention Knowing it will drive him away Jealous of a game - how lame Choking self-esteem where I lay Desperate for his affection
Stubbed toe Red light Ugly words Ugly mouth To shock
A fresh faced country girl Who pioneers on her bicycle Catches the eye Of a transplant from Houston Love begins through letters
Filler words Put me to sleep Added to cushion Take away my pillow Blunt words to wake up
I feel like crap Most days I have a lot going my way I am loved I can smile