now I know.
I know what you meant when you said “kinda” the time you told me you met her.
It all makes sense to me now
So yeah, now I know.
Now I know you met her before,
Before me it could be said,
Before all this.
Was it all this planned?
Was this supposed to happen?
I feel like a fool because of you now
But at least now I know.
Now I know it wasn’t me,
I wasn’t part of your equation not even for a moment.
She was,
But now I know.
I’m your favorite toy,
you treated me like that.
When you found me I was shiny and new
But you got tired of me,
And I know you broke me simply because you could.
Now I know I’m pick up only to be thrown away,
never again to be loved.
Am I still being your favorite toy
Or is it her now?
Because she isn’t broken,
She is shiny and new like I was.
You are a big boy
Who only break his favourite toys
That once brought you smiles
But the worst thing I know now
Is that once I fix myself
You are finally going to miss me.
