Isn’t it sad when all your thoughts become about getting your next fix. It consumes you and takes over your life. So many times you have tried to make it your last but that old friend comes around again. If I could only find a way to make this friend stay away.  This friend doesn’t really care and only wants to make me feel I can’t live without them but in reality they are my worst enemy. How can I make you stop coming around, how many times do I have to try. It’s a love/hate relationship and I just want it to stop before it makes me die...