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Jennifer Marie Ferlaino

Jennifer Marie Ferlaino

I make my music loud

I make my music loud;
 
to block out who I am and who I was.
 
I make my music loud;
 
to forget what I hear and to hear what I need.
 
I make my music loud;
 
to not remember you or how you got here.
 
I make my music loud;
 
to smile when I want to and to cry on my own.
 
I make my music loud;
 
to pretend it’s all a dream and that someday I’ll wake up.
 
I make my music loud.

(2009)

#MusicSad

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