For Allie
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…