For Allie
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
I never thought I could crave a s… Like the one that sits across your… Distinctly scraped from the corner… Made in depths of dreams and forei… Its own presence, reflecting galax…
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,