30.2023.03
Making my way With paper and waves. So much to say And even more in the way. Controlling my days.
I thought I knew why I was here had it all figured out life happens bringing angers and f… as I drift from my pre-planned rou… slowly again I am starting to see
Am I broken Pieces lost along the way. Am I crazy Mind tricks and the games it plays… Am I falling
If I said I disliked words Would you try to understand? Just like you dislike numbers Maybe that’s the master plan. But I’m consigned to write
Finding you must have been some ki… Like the Universe had a preplanne… As reality sets in a new praxis un… The arduous path of unlearning wha… Missions for greatness fail with e…
Maybe I’m worried my words will r… So many I see– falling into the d… Is it caused by getting to a place… Will I ever find out? Keeping it all in– I’ll never kno…
Curious how the sound of you Pulls strings of my Soul I had no idea were there. Heart strings or chords What’s more is more
Seeing the paths yet my heels dug… Messages received waking and sleep… In her arms– my heart has weeped. And in my darkness– my soul she’d… Woken slumber– new framed eyes.
Take it all away. Shed my existence of who I was who I am and who I’ll ever be. Take away my fears.
Close to the top then fall back do… Hit every stop then kiss the groun… Ready to yell– can’t make a sound. Darkness sending clouds to my town… Fools shriek where cowards play.
If I sat on my stool and played b… Being like them, I’d be so cool. Instead I was the fool, drowned i… Work horse or mule and just like t… Then something switched.
So you want to say you love me because I can help heal you I will show you your unseen I can find what keeps you blue Uncovering your layers
What does it take to just be Do I sit like this, do I look lik… What does it take to just be From the cuts on my wrist to my ba… What does it take to just be
Somber sentences tell me I’m wron… Yet the beat of my heart sings a different song. Working for the man Or say the son of Sam.
Fate is coming for you. It’s right outside your door. Everything you thought you wanted and then a little more. Take your time. Be patient.