(Guard No.2)
27.2023.04
Save me from myself. I don’t know who I am. I know who I was but I don’t know… Nothing feels familiar. The ugliness I feel on the inside
Who do you talk to when there’s no… Crying for help but they all stop… Trained minds becoming more painfu… There’s more to this life than the… Wake up now, why can’t they see?
So easy to believe in another. Difficult when it comes to me. Foresighted gift of the Mother. A treasure entrusted to see. Past times tell us how we were.
If I said I disliked words Would you try to understand? Just like you dislike numbers Maybe that’s the master plan. But I’m consigned to write
In need of resuscitation– I can n… It’s hard to see the forest when y… Circumstances beyond my control ha… How many more cuts– before I no l… Confusion sets in– is this another…
Take it all away. Shed my existence of who I was who I am and who I’ll ever be. Take away my fears.
What does it take to just be Do I sit like this, do I look lik… What does it take to just be From the cuts on my wrist to my ba… What does it take to just be
Close to the top then fall back do… Hit every stop then kiss the groun… Ready to yell– can’t make a sound. Darkness sending clouds to my town… Fools shriek where cowards play.
It’s like.. The rushing of a busy highway. Like... The back alley of a dive bar And the band is on intermission
A feeling just below the surface. Shown the waves churning and pulli… Boxed in – phone a friend – or hop… Covered existence bleeding bleak. The drains flow one way and all st…
You really want me to blow up the… Cash my check and I’ll show you h… Scars on my back aren’t as easily… Breaking down these walls – most… Shake waves if you want to make it…
The endless over-under of the spheric maze. Dead-ends, loopty-loos, restarts lead to feeling crazed. Pausing time
Why do we always 'come across’ what we are meant to... Eventually, at some point, in-time… What is meant for us, ultimately will find us.
Just tell me you want it As much as I do. No real need to flaunt it Relax and keep your cool. Close your eyes and feel me.
Sensations attack As I crave what I lack. The me that I was once before. Slamming the door On the lies and the lore