Oh, miserable love And beloved misery What is the meaning of it all? Why do I feel the cold sting of m… And the warm embrace of twisted wr…

The Colours Are Almost Gone ‘Countless bursts of colours swim… Vivid explosions of expression That know no bounds That never had bounds

center WILL HE JUMP? HE STANDS THERE WAITING

I’m fine It’s a sign Yes, I know you love me I can truly see My days are bright

I don’t belong here Destined for another place So lonely It crushes me Falling through a black abyss

What is the most painful word? Is it hate? That abject raging emotion that… Hate can be fulfilled, one way or… Or maybe it’s sadness?

Your inability to see What’s killing me Endlessly This is my destiny A loop of death

Putz She laughed, sometimes Made me smile, a lot Raged, sometimes Made me run for the hills, occasio…

The words on the pages blur Fading away in a mist A mist of tears, floods In a waterfall, Like so many drops of blood

The smile hides the tears The laugh conceals the pain The jokes save them from his suffe… “I’m fine” he says “I’m okay” he says

What is the blackness other than n… Could it be something tangible? Something you can embrace? What if it is the one embracing? Every night, as you lie

Writing poetry at 4 am Is not as romantic as the poets sa… It is not with love I write Or hatred It is neither

Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than