The importance of a sentence is usually told in the sentence itself, whereas "extra" details are withheld in brackets, this poem is the exact opposite. The sentences are beautiful lies. The brackets are harsh truths and inherently of more import.
Written at 3:04 am on 05/12/2015.
© L.J. Slaferek
I can’t keep up this race, So bone-chillingly lonely, Still lingering in this cold place… I’ve had this dream before... Pain, agonizing pain strikes again…
What is the most painful word? Is it hate? That abject raging emotion that… Hate can be fulfilled, one way or… Or maybe it’s sadness?
Shadows all around Smothering the ground Scraping along the walls Of my mind A thing of darkness
Where do I go Where do I run When each breath means pain The pain of going on Which is far worse than
Fade away We all fade away We suffer In silence And the world likes it that way
Sweet, sweet Nothing What could be more beautiful than… For Something is always Broken, Destroyed, Ruined, Who wouldn’t seek to pursue Nothi…
Slip on the mask Can’t let them see you cry Smile through the pain Tolerate living for one more day A mask of lies
The Sound of Nothing What sound does Nothing make? The sound of quiet A soothing sound Or a lonely one?
What is the surest way to kill a m… A man strong of body Murder his soul Take his meaning Tear it to shreds of
I’m fine It’s a sign Yes, I know you love me I can truly see My days are bright
center WILL HE JUMP? HE STANDS THERE WAITING WILL HE TURN BACK? HE LOOKS DOWN
My hopes have turned into air I simply could not care Spring is here My time is near Depression’s terrible snare
Thoughts collapse Mind full of gaps Can’t escape Pain takes shape Cuts on a wrist
Night comes The darkness closes in On the form sleeping in the bed It cannot be stopped It will take another victim
What is hope without hopelessness? Love without hate? There is a balance ‘but’ I feel no balance