let it out, por Deanna M | poemas, ensayos y cuentos en Poéticous

Deanna M

Deanna M

let it out

Fuck, I hate to cry! But that what the healing all about

Cuz the pain turns into poison that burns my ins and outs

I hate crying, cuz it makes me feel so weak

So I close myself into a room, so I can cry, uncontrollably

I just have to give up sometimes, aknowledge my defeat

Cuz being strong 4 way to long, locks the poison way down deep

Sometimes the people that seem the happiest r hiding more pain than u ever could imagine , b kind always

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Cory Garcia

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Dear mom fuck you

dear mom, its time we get things s… because you’ve pushed me to the po… that I just cant tolerate you murdered my compassion and tur… don’t say your sorry now

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The white towel

If I died today Then it wouldn’t make a difference… Because I’m barely alive– This Ain’t Livin. I take a look around and wonder, “…

B4 the world told you who to be

I just get so mixed up trying to s… I was raised to be so strong, but I really have my doubts . I judge my life completely, by thi… like:"if you don’t have kids quick…

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Sometimes I think I’m crazy, the truth..I know I am I worked so hard 4 normal, But normals not the plan I’m supposed to feel a certain way

Once I hit that time clock I rush home to waste the day I claim that I’m tired so I can drink the night away And I guess I’m not a liar

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I think about life and the way iv lived mine all the people iv loved all the times that iv cried all the smiles and laughs

nothing left to give

Who woulda known? who woulda cared? she was all on her own her soul raw and bare she was screaming for help

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Pen and Pad Therapy

Sometimes I write to drain out my head cuz no1 wants to hear it but at least it gets said sometimes I wanna scream at the to…

No1s problems but yours

I always walk alone, alone is where I’m home I cry and bitch about it, but the truth is– its what makes m… I love so much its sick,

Who you are for the world

Mirroring my own image sometimes I even trick myself, I even believe the person staring… I lean in closer– I’m examining… looking for a flaw, but all I can…

meant to be solo

Maybe I’m so different, I was mea… roll solo like a gangster –Al Cap… &maybe being lonely ain’t all that… when I walk alone, I don’t feel s… &actually I wish, I was more than…

no one would ever guess it but my faith in god is real Inever really believed before because I didn’t take the time to… but lately its been real bad, it’s…

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she was like a fire A bright and Wild Flame She tried to smolder down But she could not be contained. Her heart was like a wildfire–

Stand up for yourself Remember who u are Your strong as fuck, and uv been t… To let it get this far Take back your respect & gain back…

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Sip Tea While She Drowns

Who woulda known? who woulda cared? she was all on her own her soul raw and bare she was screaming for help

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