Wish it wasn’t me
Please tell me why
I watched the red flag
And dances in the madness
I guess I was all for giving second chances
That was the chaos you came with
Acting like you loved me
But really you couldn’t stand me
So why did you bring me into it
Cause I gave you love
And you made me feel so hated
When you questioned what I’d wear
As being old and outdated
Acting like you’d do better but really
What got cold wasn’t just the ice weather
Because you stopped called me baby
And maybe just maybe I should of done it first.
But again I’m alone,
On a cold Tuesday night.
You dumped me by phone,
While I was thinking about my cousin who passed 15 years ago tonight.
And while I’m sick now ill recover,
And you bet I’ll find another lover .
Who won’t shyly undermine me like you did!
And I know I’m far from perfect,
And maybe you thought I just wasn’t worth it.
But maybe to someone I’ll be,
The star on the top of their tree
But God how I wish it wasn’t me.
I just wish you the best because unlike the rest there was so many good days in between
I loved you so wholeheartedly
I guess the one just wasn’t me
What’s sad is on new years,
You promised me a new us...
Yet here I am again all alone.
