Wish I was special, di Dani Davis | poesie, saggi e racconti nel Poeticous

Dani Davis

Dani Davis

Wish I was special

It’s raining

And I wish I was naked

In the moon light

Bathing

In the shallows of the lake

Letting the rain

Wash away more tears

That came

I don’t feel anything

But numbness

No excitement

No future

No desire

I’m such a loser

Cause I’m not very unique

I’m a wierdo

What the hell am I still staying here for

I wish I was special

I don’t think anyone sees me as special

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Cory Garcia

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Break the silence

You let me in I admitted I was scared Finally I might win I might get you back here. You spoke today the first real con…

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I dunno when it got so hard To face my feelings To face a mirror To steer nightly at the ceiling Not fearing

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I’m like the mirror, after a hit. The broken glass, It cant be fixed. Like a tiny thousand shards,

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You could of been... The vigilante. Used those powers of rebelity, For the good of this broken city. But you fall from the roof tops, y…

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Took for granted

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on the 27th of january 2015 I left your home head highly strunge from the bullshit we fought about. by the 1st his body was found,

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Used to be your ecstasy but you picked the drug over me.

Can’t stop this crying bullshit... Feels like hell is taken over this… So hot in here I can’t seem to br… Guess you never really needed me. So this is what a broken heart fee…

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Depression is.... knowing you aren’t good enough, but hoping you can be. Depression is... knowing you aren’t the best,

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I’m strong, Even when fallen. Iv been dragged, bitten, pulled to… I have been through the struggles… The trials of love and hate.

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