(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
Fear gapping open Like the wounded chest cavity Rancit that runs from me A heart once beating Defeated over again
Sitting staring always waiting, Hoping praying light still fading. Kisses on your chest, Slowly reach up to your neck. Hope now draining from your eyes a…
I breath in a sigh. A wimping whisper of why? So many men message me, Sorrys and I reply don’t worries. Ex’s that I didn’t really long fo…
Loved until I needed to leave, tried until I didnt think of my t… cried until tears drown out my fea… Lived... until you filled me with… I love you whispers off your thumb…
How could you? Not to me, but its still you. How did you do it? And why? All the questions that mans family…
Tempting you Is a skill of mine That I would define As the best trick up my sleeve I adore you more than you can poss…
This pain, burning yearning... deep inside of me. Screaming within the walls of my v… Ripping and scratching aching know…
More then the loveless life You turned to yet again More then calling me a stupid bitc… More then murdering a man you just… But more and more you push me away
Who am I.... to claim I know better? Who am I to say I seen your face… who is anyone? to state you are looking down over…
To the dearly dead mother of a man… Even though you claim it you are n… To the women who allow you to trea… karma isn’t the only bitch, when i… You know me all my scars in all,
You called me baby girl Even when blood didn’t tie us A bind to each family member You reminded us That every day should be lived
somethings I never now why can’t beat this feeling no matter how hard i try and i’ll be distant
Done now, cant stand anymore to simpley ask how... You throw up your hands, give in.
You’ll never be my light now, you lost me we all know how. Your contract is over due, I’m so sorry my brother hurt you. But the pain of your well broken f…
To all the lost souls who fell feeling alone I’m the shadow of regret's rejects protect yourself dying girl