(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
I dont know what to write when i cant tell sun from moon lig… when words leave a taste in my mou… meaning im so angry i can’t scream… and its like my body has become a…
Tonight I fell to the floor. Didn’t want to listen to what they… I tried to understand…. Tried so hard to see why we had to… But no good reason came to mind.
I’m a women, this means no matter what my shape or size, I’ll never be happy. My body is a portrait of scars stretch marks and flabby bits, all of which have had or will have a purpose...
A lesson for you, dearist man of mine! A lesson that after you left me lo… So i’ll teach each man what love i… showing them no mercy.
To the men i lost faith on over nu… To the mothers of your two babes n… I pity them for the lack of love y… I’m sorry to the ex fiancé who has… I lost so many good years on you a…
For a body Of scars and lumbs Limbs that mean nothing But reach I keep
I’m so heart broken, We still haven’t spoken. God i’m choking, Are you just joking. This pain inside,
You’d like to Own me control me Id say no girls have turned down t… That blue eyed boy So tanned
So strong so sweet, a gold tan and black furry cuddle… You stay by his feet, accepting him for his flaws being… The first day we met your family l…
A creature half of sea half of lan… That’s what men claimed me to be, A siren. Of some deep that they wished to t… A killer!
Have you ever wanted to carve your… With a giant + and the persons nam… Surrounding it in an uneven unreal… Well I have I’ve wanted to carve my name into…
And i’llpretend that this one is d… cause he played out so different the fact he is amazing doenst changed the matter that this heartbeaten shatters
I just wanna be loved Like I’ve only ever been loved By those bi eyes Thick thighs Cheeky smile
I have so much to say no ways to s… Running around in circles with you… And you’ve been the only guy iv fu… The only guy iv cried at screaming… Asking why it’s been so hard for y…
Did it hurt... when we crashed and burnt fell from an embrace, crying choking yelling i hate this… And you are meant to be a person w…