Just Stop
There’s echoes
I hear there sounds
They come back to me
Like a nightmare that won’t stop
Inside I’m standing still
What you see is shaking
Tell me how I’m supposed to feel
What I’ve had
The things I’ve been thru
I’m not saying I’ve seen the worst
I’m just saying I’ve felt a lot
The pain that’s been on this heart
Hurt & anxiety doesn’t come from nothing
You look back
You take a step away
And you wanna say
Just stop
But your mind races
It always will
Because that’s just who you are
It’s who you were
Your thoughts are clear
But your actions are weak
Believing in nothing
And making no ones mind up
Decisions? Not mine
Opinions? Who has them
Ideas? Answers?
Where is your mouth
Your tongue when you need it
Happiness is such a fleeting thing
It’s finally here and you can’t touch it
You wonder if it’s real
Something tugs
And the whole thing comes unraveled
Where’s your strand
Where is your last one
The last strand to pull
How many painful memories
Can possibly be triggered
It’s amazing how the laughter snaps back
Your glee is never fleeting
But you question
Just stop.
