August 21, 2023 It’s been some time...
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
