#Americans #XXCentury #1977 #LoveIsADogFromHell
she died of alcoholism wrapped in a blanket on a deck chair on an ocean steamer.
Lydia and I were always fighting. She was a flirt and it irritated me. When we ate out I was sure she was eyeballing some man across the room. When my male friends came by to visit and ...
this time has finished me. I feel like the German troops whipped by snow and the communists walking bent with newspapers stuffed into
I saw her when I was in the left… going east on Sunset. she was sitting with her legs crossed reading a paperback.
death wants more death, and its we… I remember my father’s garage, how… I would brush the corpses of flies from the windows they thought were… their sticky, ugly, vibrant bodies
the feelings I get driving past the railroad yard never on purpose but on my way to… are the feelings other men have fo… see the tracks and all the boxcars
That night I took Tammie to the harness races. We went upstairs to the second deck and sat down. I brought her a program and she stared at it a while. (At the harness races, past perfor...
my daughter is most glorious. we are eating a takeout snack in my car in Santa Monica.
she wrote me for years. “I’m drinking wine in the kitchen. it’s raining outside. the children are in school.” she was an average citizen
I cut the middle fingernail of the… finger right hand real short and I began rubbing along her cunt
30 dogs, 20 men on 20 horses and o… and look here, they write, you are a dupe for the state, the… you are in the ego-dream, read your history, study the monet…
the kid went back to New York Cit… he met in a kibbutz. he left his mother at the age of 32, a well-kept fellow, sense of h… wore the same pair of shorts
cleaned my place the other day first time in ten years and found 100 rejected poems: fastened them all to a clipboard much bad reading.
At Mt. Justin, biology class was neat. We had Mr. Stanhope for our teacher. He was an old guy about 55 and we pretty much dominated him. Lilly Fischman was in the class and she was real...
I’m in bed. it’s morning and I hear: where are your socks? please get dressed!