beheaded in the middle of the night scratching my sides I am covered with bites kick my white legs out of the shee…

all right, while we are gently cel… and while crazy classical music le… my small radio, I light a fresh ci… and realize that I am still very m… the 21st century is almost upon me…

used to drive those trucks so hard and for so long that my right foot would go dead from pushing down on the accelerator.

I keep thinking it will be outside now waiting for me blue front bumper twisted

Then I developed a new system at the racetrack. I pulled in $3,000 in a month and a half while only going to the track two or three times a week. I began to dream. I saw a little house ...

maybe I’ll win the Irish Sweepsta… maybe I’ll go nuts maybe Harcourt Brace will call or maybe unemployment insurance or rich lesbian at the top of a hill.

to be writing poetry at the age of… like a schoolboy, surely, I must be crazy; racetracks and booze and arguments with the landlord;

in San Francisco the landlady, 80… Victrola up the stairway and I pl… until they beat on the walls. there was a large bucket in the ce… filled with beer and winebottles;

the dead dogs of nowhere bark as you approach another traffic accident. cars one standing on its

the blue pencil of the wave shots of yellow road a steering wheel an insane woman sitting next to you

By the time they called me to dinner I was able to pull up my clothing and walk to the breakfast nook where we ate all our meals except on Sunday. There were two pillows on my chair. I ...