I’m not going to die easy; I’ve sat on your suicide beds in some of the worst holes in America,

once bought a toy rabbit at a department store and now he sits and ponders me with pink sheer eyes: He wants golf balls and glass

since my last name was Fuch, he sa… believe the school yard was tough:… powder down my neck, threw gravel… with rubber bands in class, and ou… me names, well, one name mainly, o…

I blacked out after that. I guess I had consumed more whiskey than I thought. I don’t remember arriving at Nicole’s. I awakened in the morning with my back to somebody in a strange bed....

Soon after that I made regular and that gave me an 8 hour night, which beat 12, and pay for holidays. Of the 150 or 200 that had come in, there were only two of us left. Then I met Davi...

the strong men the muscle men there they sit down at the beach cocoa tans

I have been hanging here headless for so long that the body has forgotten

more wasted days, gored days, evaporated days. more squandered days, days pissed away,

is the slim tall ear-ringed bedroom damsel dressed in a long gown

in the men’s room at the track this boy of about 7 or 8 years old came out of a stall

The next day in bed I got tired of waiting for the airplanes and I found a large yellow notebook that had been meant for high school work. It was empty. I found a pen. I went to bed wit...

16 and one-half inch neck 68 years old lifts weights body like a young

I suppose it’s raining in some Sp… while I’m feeling bad like this; I’d like to think so now.

At Mt. Justin, biology class was neat. We had Mr. Stanhope for our teacher. He was an old guy about 55 and we pretty much dominated him. Lilly Fischman was in the class and she was real...

as I go to the escalator young fellow and a lovely young gi… are ahead of me. her pants, her blouse are skintigh… as we ascend