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Dame Autumn has a mournful face, by John Atkinson Grimshaw
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Long at first but short sentences ..it’s meant to make very little sense. Just spitting words and tiny ideas unrelated to the other until they are . And that’s a choice. It’s on purpose. Just experimenting.

You see I’m a typical soul
But one little part of me seems to always come
and never go
I should’ve warned sooner
That seeing straight into the darkest wells
That touching the darker persuasions of intention so ill
Will never end well
But for any fool
I tried to say
I tried to tell thee
Don’t play.
Temu
You think here sits a fool?
Let them do it.
I heard
Let them play
Give it all to them.
You can’t be touched
By word especially
By rumor or trash
When you turn your back
Ok.
Astral protect
Touch me
Brush against me
Make me feel the darkness
And you know I’m tempted..
Your astral projection and my gifts
Don’t you get it? The power we had together?
There’s a reason people pool us apart
South the street
Street beneath
Leave
Plans
The plans
Played out
This band
No more
Fate
Guided
It’s you who cannot understand
Darkness of days
Oh you undercover?
monitor?
Motor
Mouth
military
Boss of what?
A deed with a deed.
Indeed
And surely not
my drink
I drink
can’t even see what was done
A drink takes a shot
Not a lot
Just enough
But nothing
If you got it?
Did you give it to me?
If you need advice
Get it from ones highest self
Don’t ask group of people
Who hate everything
That makes you Better
called jealousy
It answered
Phone
Maybe 2
Maybe 3?
Cassandra?
Retrieve.
Tablet
From the ancients
Lit up
Plugged in
Take it from me
If not the mastermind
Then you’re the blind
That’s ok never knew me
Motorcycle
September
July
December January
Summer
Halloween
Moon secret
My phone
Is my families secret
Nothing can make it through
Wouldn’t know
Wouldn’t you know
Forge a name
Come now teller
Teller
Tell her
I might’ve helped
Heater shelter
Scorch the earth
Money drawer
Paper
Ink
My hand did not touch that pen
Don’t touch my door
Looose screws
Screw tight back in
Make sure it’s loose
You can get in and out
But to be noticed or not?
Me?
I see all.
In my realm.
I’m at the helm
If my own life
Back fold
My fear isn’t fear
Let me whisper in your ear
I warned you
Don’t come against me
I talk plain
I never aimed
To take anyone down
But the shot was fired
What do I do
I’m so sorry the crime was never mine
And never will be
You lost
I hate it for you
What kind of cost did you put on assuming my name
Assuming my true self
When I showed you the truth
When I was only a youth
Sometimes you just gotta swallow what you do
You have a scepter
And pointed out a scapegoat
Mistake
Wrong one though
You sit and gloat
Until shocked
Youre caught
I can’t lie
I watched it all play out
Or wait do I just want you to think I’m crazy?
Humorous just maybe
But see if I really was?
You would not be goin up against me?
Now would you?
Oh yes it’s because I’m analytical
And of sound mind
Sound as can be
And the eyes of the sane
Are staring right at you
Asking
What’s next
Let’s do this?
Come on let’s play your game
Or did you already lose?
I could’ve told you that.
Come up against me
And get a million to help
And not a single one in the crowd I could give a shit about
Mistake
Still playing checkers
I’ve played chess since I was looking at you from the ground.
I don’t back down
Well fought
I wasn’t taught
I was born this way.
I was made cause
I’d keep you from the bars if I could
Do what the lighting does
I’ll stand a storm down look it in the eye
Because I can take a breath in the eye and then walk away when it’s done
Because?
Well don’t you think before you leap?
You gotta make choices too skip steps
Don’t.
Inept
I’m meant to.
I do what I’m guided
What I’m told too
Always have
Always will
He got the skill
To stay beneath others
And enjoy it
Just until
Well until
I’m told to tell them I’m right here
I worry for others
Wreck
I want none of this for anyone.
I can’t even do anything about it.
Cancer, fire, death.
If I knew the song
You would see
Well I did
The floor boards are dusty
Spell me out the truth
Divide, minus, multiply, lie
Cry, just a sigh
Leaving
Cooking what?
Stew?
Ew
Skin
Hey and I’ve not even seen it
Ok that’s kinda funny
I get it
Hadn’t been home
But oh yea
It was already burned down.
Not too healthy.
If you care about
Karma
Realize karma is another name
For any spirit you thought
Controlled flies loose
Because it’s me
Loan
Video
Down it fell
Keep it around can’t be saved
Never a shark never a slave
Laugh
Smile for me
A rose is a rose but don’t seem as sweet.
You thought you weren’t right there by anyone in that tight knit little pathetic feed.
V J R
And a surprise one I see
Kay
Oh whatever the reason I ask.
Why is everyone dying, getting old
The past isn’t like the future they say
Well now the past is nothing like the presents
Where
Other places
Planes
Faces
Gains
Space and time
In a watch turn
I talked to my brother
On a planet farther away or next door
Over time
The sky had different stars
A dream
I stood on the 60 yard line
A giant eagle flew over slow without flapping its wings
The crowd silent
But only I was playing the game
Yet the eagle turned his head all the way down to look at me
And within the feathers
It was the face of a man
Stoic and asleep
Face of stone
Within the flesh of a bird of prey
Giant and not hungry
Flying to a place unknown
I can’t stay.
City far away.
Make it blood red
But I remain too watchful
Don’t you know
Can’t you see yet?
I’ve always known.
And knew this was because those that weren’t yet grown were trying trying
Busy busy
I can lay there without moving
As the darkness sits on my chest
Paralysis
I don’t try to move anymore
So I am free
I hear the screams of the other world
Shadows beneath the bedroom door
Can’t get in
Except by the corners of my bed
The corners of my head
I hear the beats
My body just a med
Pumping itself full of death
But my brain
Retracting into my soul
I feel whole even when I can’t know
Nor show
What I see and hear
Because it’s not feared
Since birth readily geared
Yet tragically lacking in the real world
Not all wealth sings
Some treasure screams
What will I bring?
Confusion to those who bring such
Attention to those that erased all I tried to do
Painting over it in the blackened tar
I’m held by my own chains and weights given as gifts
And still  I’ll go far
Because I’m not running a race on the earth
But in my own 3rd second first
Don’t curse the living
The 12th shining
The readily giving
I’ve got my demons and a hearse
But I pity the  curse
By being the cursed
And not waking up dead.
I am lead
By being a leader
Power
By giving hr by hr
All the revolution in my fruited realm
Except the apple that is sour
Powers
What is powers
It simply cowers
Where most will have fled
I have sped to be last
I don’t have a past the same as the illusion of me
The regular story is quite less exciting
I’m never enticing
Never biting
Only inviting
To be aligned
Kind
With all I can do for all
Walk the hall
And every door has a name and shame
I walk past them all now
Not lingering
Nothing is the same
As I heard the world threaten and breath
But how?
Tell me how?
Why is it so obvious now
I knew it couldn’t prove it.
But karma showed me exactly
But what am I even talking about?
Is there anything?
Or annoyance at cowardice and encroachment of privacy
By what I barely know
Yes I know
Your reading ha!
Now didn’t I say?
No don’t know.
Never did
Got what is the bigger picture?
I had wrong how many
Because I honestly thought I didn’t walk with so many idiots
Now you’ll have reason to hate me
My kindness is what?
You think it’s something to keep?
I’ll show you what happens when you get what’s coming to thee.
Oh come try to fix it
You’ll die where you stand
I’m hoping someone tries
I’ve always wanted to take out my anger on the next 3
Or 7
False reading
False reader
Keep sliding on the feed
Trying to confuse me?
Don’t be a fool
I know me
I know my mind
I know ice
I can hear the little mice
Chewing away for something something new
Now is where it gets good
Play it safe
Because you aren’t in school
This is where you learn to lose
Because you refused to feel the ice
You’ve tried thrice
No dice
But roll them one more time
Look for your sign
It ain’t just a fine
I’ll draw a fine line on the signs back to you.
I keep my hands clean
Pristine
Nothing like what I seem
Every eye has an opinion
And no one matters to me
I’m either belle of the crack house
Or so clean I don’t look like what I’ve been through
And neither
Not even some is correct
But come sit in my mind
Feel my heart next to yours
Live in my soul for a few hours
By the end
You’ll feel you got tower after tower
For coming up against me.
So youd also see?
I truly am sorry.
But yall got too many chances.
Your advances
On my character
Ok
But you try to take what means something deep?
Into his head you ever creep?
Touch anything of his where he sleeps
You’ll wish you were dead.
And it won’t be me but those that love true in my stead.
I don’t sleep with hideous
I pull my covers in purity
And the surety
Your never gonna know
Not truly
You feel dread?
I’m sorry
You made your bed
You never knew me. all of you
Sorry not sorry
Just one gets forgiven
The worst sure
But it depends on what crime
For someone with persecution syndrome
The list is long
Still I’ll prolong only theirs if I could
But can I?
I just don’t know
Oh I wish I just was crazy
Lazy
That my  memory was a bit hazy
That’d be ideal
But hey this is just art
Not a word true
Nothing that leads them to me and them to you.
Calm down
It’s just a slew of words
Came to me in the night
Like the blight I can’t stop and few that ignites
And burns down like a wildfire
Men
Sin
I’ll tell you where I’ve been
But it was me telling them
I forgive you for all you have done and all you will do.
It was already promised
And I don’t go back on  a promise
No matter the name
They say
I hear a voice like the very beating heart of me
Say what they say
Yelling across the wind
I can’t
Fool or game
Same or claim
Fame
Infamy coming
I always knew
Wish I could save
But it gave
No way to behave
Dirt of the grave
The dead have always stood right here
Never haunted
So that bounces and ricochets
Burning
gathered to play
Like children
Well how come now?
We all experiencing the same?
Haunted are you?
By what?
2 am
I saw it and was smiling by the next day
I don’t falter
Alter
Signature
Alter
Picture
In alter
Fraud
What is wrong with you
I watched breath leave my love
I looked on the blood of my bearing
Scattered on the floor
Around a machine broke down for days
Attack of the heart
No I don’t know
Does it matter
And I bit my tongue
No vengeful words spoken
In my name
I kept safe
Kept sane
Albeit all tried so hard to make it seem
Otherwise
But surprise
Your the idiot
Beaten at a game
I didn’t have to play
Told you not to dare
For justice always comes
Why did you just not believe me
I don’t get the worst
Hell you barely knew me
Well if it only hit the right one
Here you go.
Proof of the cashews
In a brain
Or not
Just me
Butterfly
Moth
Wings
The darkness sings
If the dark is loved?
Yet you can’t handle the feed?
I can
Lie under oath?
Court
Court
Lying
Child
Coach
A team
Balls in your court
Well is it ever?
Lead
Arm?
Cut?
Libra
Aquarius
You them us
Life take it
Don’t make me laugh
This is messed up
“This is embarrassing”
Sun
Mountain
One
Three
Two
Child
Unsuspected
given in a name
A talented youth
With a stave
Then oh the one
I still forgave
a villain but a victim perfectly right
Speaking out things
That are nothing alike
To reality.
When exposed
It’s ok
Remorse from me
I dont wish this
I’m fine
I was told in ways I can’t even explain
But how many lies you gonna tell?
How many dumber will believe?
How many perceived anything I did as an offense... mob mentality
The ancestors resent such
So many made a fool of themselves over envy
Let’s be honest
That’s all it was
But you’ll all be fine
As you have been for a year.
I’ve known before death and right after flame
I just hold my game quiet
Don’t beleive me?
Read closer in the past
Don’t believe all you read
I planted seeds of warning
My sea of eyes
Why did you not just stop
And not panic
But I can’t stop it
But bringing night
I’ll toss out light
For a bit
Dark fight
For the embrace of the sun.
You still harbor nothing but anger and hate
Your energy has a signature I smell.
Look to the bell
To save you
Strike out hell
You simply fell
Get up.
I know better
Hatred unfounded.
light as the feather in war.
Light but consequences deep and far
It was all for this.
My action never once tainted
Spoke true
But the picture 5 fixed
I believe a few are fixed
And I can’t save you there
And you believed who?
Not me?
But who?
Are you insane?
Oh no that’s right
That was me
Fool
10
9
4
Then just 1
Mentally quiet your soul
Let it flow.
Let it go.
Show.
Yourself
never them and never me.
Sleep.
Party hard
Son of Steven is on
On the makeshift raft
Yall made for thee
You chopped off your own legs
Money money
Hey that you made off with what now?
That should be mine right?
Shrug
Make money from my words
Your done
the fun that took you down while taking someone else down.
You fell down
Did I?
So it was thought
Never
I’m not taken anywhere
Red rum may wanna be drank
Red rum speaks
I know
Man of fire
Fire of man
Reap what is sown
Better tell all.
Let it show
I’m under a lock and key
Naturally
But if not told then I can’t be held to such
Bones
Bones unburied
I was a distraction
From your own stupidity.
Cover up what you are
You made up a second me
Well that’s good
Youre welcome
Glad to be of service
To pathetic lives
And jealousy breeds such
But you better get it together
And realize something was put on you as well
Or you do the most for money
They kept out a few things about me
I’m so sorry
But you’ll have to see
You’ve done this before
Oh I know your demons
Well
Wish I knew how
But your slander has consequences
I’m in control now
Regrets deep now.
Does regret drown a cup full of pupils all dilated
So many watching
Had a dream I have seen
Eyes evil shattered by me just recognizing it.
Had a meeting?
Take them down I hear
Oh I’m daring please
Find the deer
Can’t you hear?
I’m screaming
Dare you.
Surprise
Or try traveling
Or the
Overseas practice
Hey the more you know
I got room to grow
Waiting
So you gonna stick to the bad
All that is wrong for pride
I’ll give off a sigh
And I’m horrified
That there is death
Of those I know not and wish nothing
When I’m smiling happier than any
Authority tainted
Chains
Man of prison
Prison of man
And try again?
If im hugged again
I’ll destroy
Touch my arm
Or brush up against me again
IIl break a finger
Don’t linger near me
And no I don’t mean by people I know
But strangers
The very first time was absurd
You cannot touch me
I know very well most things
Bitches in the blooded wood
That’s how they referred to you that’s how they should.
Set yourself free from this
You weren’t talented enough
You did not know the primal rules
I’ll help what I can
But you got into it without a fee
Meaning you desperately wanted it
And then the fee was too high
Goodbye
And I could’ve warned about one better than any there
They had to keep lying
Because they believed what was said about me
The absurdity
Flip it and you’ll get the truth
Anything said
Flip it and you’ll find the truth
Or figure out the protected are that forever until they curse themselves with things such as this.
they only protect those that have well intended meaning
Me
I ain’t teaming
With anyone
I walk alone
And like it
Alone in a crowd
Good to all
But how much energy will be wasted
Fighting a war already lost from the start
I have a heart
I should’ve told you
But I did forwarn
I read cards sure
But I walk in light of spirit
I can just navigate dark
And stare it in the eye
Tell me I
Would ever try
Any against any
For any? Hate or love?
Never don’t disgust me
My magnet is natural.
And like a magnet it can turn away harshly as it draws in
And two magnets that are of the same
Will always pull back together
Nothing will change it
As much as magnets turn around that force themselves apart
It’s an art
Lose the scorn
Wake up
Walk tall
Like you know you can
Youre better than that
Starter of the war
Sure
videos
But yours?
I have so many
So many
And this was why
I knew what was coming
Guided
Every action
So much bigger than my hand
Don’t that scare you?
When
I know what’s happening
I just say the word
Because why?
I’m watching
But I would never
Harm you in any way
Never speak ill in any way but like this art
Or subtle unknowing truths
And I won’t go further
Secrets safe with me.
Unless it goes where I can’t follow
But others
Poor souls
Hope against hope..
That my throat will finally close
Don’t count on it
You Will be disappointed
The anointed
I’d never be
Still looking at it
Waiting for you to try anything again
It’ll span the centuries
My soul has been on this earth many times
When I say that
Don’t take it as a fairy tale
I bet many now
Believe in light heaven and hell
You’ll hear the bell
Rip the parasite from me
Come and be free of the chains stay in your lanes
My own blood cut from me?
You’ll always see
A group long fragmented
Ascended
But you descended
Invite me out anonymously one more time
I might enjoy some air
But one of us won’t be happy
And it ain’t me
You may not be seeing at all
I stay happy
Positive
It keeps me in control of myself
And free
Some still listen when an imagined war is waged
But the audience grows smaller
You done yet?
Mocking me was futile
As I heard it happen
Then watched the rats in my place everyday
Run around
As I stood circles around them
Saw everything
I compete with no one
They listened so intent
When before they followed with blind glee
All the while looking at me
Thinking I was looking away
God I know the dark depths
And I’m so sorry it did not phase
Not quite a success
Nor sorceress
A little
But small
once known
The deal
I’m dealing
All dealing
Who wins this
Won’t we all
Find out
Too bluff
Prophetic verse
Not even terse
Not a long running
Verse
Meant to clear my head
Just sped
Not meant to be read
But any but those who can’t
Or don’t
It’s a place I can speak
Without a leak
And if they do
No fault but all
Who watch too closely
I admit
I put a few out there
Words too Sweet
But not meant as truth exactly
Just to cause the silly
My intuition is strong
But not this long
I’ve been so wrong
But I have a feeling
Just from the facts
I wanna act dumb
But I can’t anymore
I tried
Cursed items
So foolish
They were so young
Child of the wood
End up good
Should
Could
Behind bars yet!?
Bars
Remember how simple
Simple it was
Just a few things
That’s because it was always gonna
Blow up
Catalyst
I tried to guide myself
Guide you them him her
Mostly me.
But I couldn’t see just how much would fall into this
Ex vet
Cook
Cooking
Pot
Stew
Ew
To beautiful it is for them
No that is absurd
Right
But the sight
Lawyer
Criminal
Defense
Why speak so weird
Paid to control
Control the paid
Well someone needs a lesson on how to do that
Before told.
Come on.
Coal
Soul
Mine ain’t for sell
But try try again
I’ve laid dormant
Until
I can grow old
Bold
I’ll show you all how
Mold it
Scold it
Just fold
It’s over.
It’s not about one
Never was
I’m after all
Just me
See?
What I did
There?
And what?
Control?
But I said in January 2023
Something has broken loose
Something will never be the same
Some thing will try to lose and win as a game
Above and below
No beyond
And when a year past I said it ain’t over yet
What did I mean and why?
I’ve forgotten how to cry
I can’t lie
I have yet to cry
Something is wrong
I’ve stayed happy all along
With a few bad days
Or I would’ve felt more said
Tommy gun
Son
Chicago
Oklahoma
Oregon
Taurus
Leo
Utah
California
Houston
Gemini
Pisces
Aries
Cousin
And it’s been so hard to pretend
I never knew
Forget that now
I must say what whispers
Sin
Just download it
the eye that does not close
Fathers, mother, lovers, movers,
Sister in law
Brother in law
Come the fall
Liars, cryers
Fake profile
Fires
Pyres
For martyrdom
Victim on a cross
What I have on my enemy
Could destroy you
Gangs
Leather
Fingerprint
Double names
I know many.
Hate for nothing
I see them and their hell playing out
They chose to go against
That which had nothing on them
Sisters, brothers, uncles and aunts
And advice that is wrong
Just because it comes from a wise mouth
It’ll send you south
The Deep South.
You don’t know me
Athens
I don’t talk through my mouth
I don’t fall.
I wear a form that seems fragile
But the thought gives me fancy
Always wanted to prove
What you didn’t know about me
Now you see
Reap what you do
“had in the bag”
What was it?
I think
It Was a furious and angry yet quiet cat
Waiting to never attack
Laying In Wait
So you look even more like a a tool
There will be no evidence!
What can I do?
Don’t be dense
I don’t care
I’m not sellout
better you’re alive
Free
Looking right at me.
But oh that one
Good thing i can heal
Triple time and I never kneel
But I’ll put a heel on the back of any neck
That chooses to cross ways with me
By doing absolutely nothing
They do it for me.
I can’t take on anyone’s bad decisions
But I forgive them.
Explain
Then is it stopped this game?
Only one time
Don’t have to rhyme
But i detect the smallest
Some names protect themselves
Your sweating
A disgusting truth is better
Than a half truth
Or a slightly prettier lie
Stop writing out messages then deleting them.
It’s ok.
Out of nowhere?
No it was felt then
just weren’t awake
And under a craft
I surely couldn’t laugh
But I could see not convince
Don’t be dense
No wrong here
All wrong there
Assume not
Not all about one of you.
Never was
So many people think it’s all for them
No.
Put down the demonic hold with a smile take the leap
It seems impossible
This lesson is for me
Oh I have the same one
Never mistake that you see
Im in the classroom
Still holding a broom
Beleive me I’ve much to learn
And the moon holds secrets
That aren’t secrets
Meetings
Children gather
I find it rather
Weird
Feared
Had to form a body bigger than my own
With that of many
Hands of many
Will of many
To break on will
Did it work?
Look around
Guess it did not.
Saw before committed
I may have omitted this
Never admitted
But I had to morph the slingshot and stone
David all alone
Happy in seclusion
Forgive my intrusion
But I don’t lie
Not about my will
Enough for the masses
But when they don’t have glasses
And they are all blind
Relentlessly following the blinder
The ever kinder
Will stand on the summit
Of a body count that ain’t mine
And most bodies breath
Terrified becomes they can’t control
A force once it gets cold
Too old
You sold me
Try me
Lost a life
Your hopelessly outnumbered by one
In the spiritual warfare
I know it ain’t fair
Earthly plane?
Give it a shot
I watch
An eagle sight
Knows when a bite
Lingers in shadow
Try me.
Try me.
Take me down a notch
I’m not over confident
Unintelligent
know your limits
But fear nothing
Never could and never should don’t walk into shadows
youre weak In
But give blade on your own floor
Lambs sacrificed?
Blood and filth
Oh i may have been light
But innocent.
Neither
Spy of mine
Profile
shining light I can
But the one that knocks you prostrate
To the ground too late
Holds you there
But no lamb dwelled here
Or look in job
Look at what an angel of earth. A dark willpower
Can really do
And really know
Come now pro
I Can show what the raven told me
What the raven did know
Take the lead now
Show you how
I walked into this fire willingly
Because known on the other side
Id be better
I was told
Laying in a field
I said prove it
And the evil could not wait
That’s when my pride got knocked off a few
But it was anything human
They built me back up on both sides
To look back at you
But I outgrew that frame of mind
Now I find
It’s not pride
It’s that I’m done
With
While the false
Plummet
Plummer
And deserve it?
They did not
Maybe I’m not perfect
But those who hold a bible
And still believed they were judging true
The lowest pit for you
Better speak true.
But I’ve one scar
The one I dressed
Sunday best
You guessed
Wrong.
All I am and all one is
I hold there
Believe what is said
Fraud
Frauded
Life of payment
Paid in sweat and tears
The future leers
Hard at you
Words were all that I need
It was not yours to attain
For the blamed was fed through a gullible tube.
Scam
Blameless
And aimless
Stun
Without fun
Gun
Gun
And gun
Run
I’ll stand without shame
To stand on a name
To point out a game
A gun
Right at him in
Never near
They listened in the group
Now I hear
Nothing
All done
Broken to pieces
Let it go
Hate to burst the bubble of ego.
Shatter it
For the sake of yourself
Never a call made under spelled out intent
All looking like a fool
And you think you took away dignity?
Oh my dear
That doesn’t bother me.
On my worst day
Get a clue
I cannot be touched
No matter how desperate
More will needlessly be victim
To such a stupid nest
If blood, documents, chains bars and thieves
Money isn’t worth doin what was bribed
They lied
Thought smarter of all
Now who is the scapegoat
Throw a sign up
Like a struggling rapper
Like those I may know
Try me
And I know those enemies around me
What about those around you
Or them?
it was just assumed
Much too soon
Care true
Not absurdity
And never blindly nor unwillingly
Because you needed it
And here it was thought lassoed
Complete obsession
I’ve a confession
It never was
You yet didn’t get it
There for it
I rang out
Many times
To show you I heard the rhyme
The line
The bind
That didn’t bind
But I’ll show you
How to
Don’t ask anyone
Who knows not how.
My will is much more
Candles don’t burn
No matter the color of the flame
I’ll remain the same but I’ll be showing you much more
Than seen before
A simple sandwich and my name in the jam jar
And just beyond the farthest star
To keep what you want
Car
And taken
Maybe regret
Starts to shaking
Its head.
No longer the child
Stomping a foot
To get their way.
Deal with it the old fashioned way.
And no you cannot split your heart i two.
Stay the good fight
This is what was wanted
They are so much better than them.
So it was thought
And here’s to you.
For the smallest thing of bother about
Tired of the shallows
Manipulate?
With what? Skin
Heres to you for taking on the impossible thing
Let me teach you how to control
Take no offense
All this
So the trade was no doubt
No bigger things grow in the damp and dark
The man hits but hits make the man.
How about a bullet to their head?
I said what I said.
You never knew me apparently
A mark x marks the spot
Don’t end up dead.
Don’t ever think
To show a good side
Until one can pretend  to cry
Only to lie again
wait forever
For revenge
It all hinges
On words all genuine
Or not
Not?
Don’t swim
Empty house
And here it was believed
Oh such grieving
Oh they will grieve their life away
Try again
Have fun
I was here for you not the other way around
Lesson for you
But I got a few
Wake up
But pride keeps you from speaking because what will they think.
Thought you weren’t weak.
And no nothing was done
Free will is meant to be free
I learned long ago
Looou  around
The hurricane
It slows
When we stand in the eye
How is all this possible
It’s how I knew it wasn’t a lie
But I’d rather die
Than the darkness in a soul
Taint
Me
Explain
Waiting yet I already know
Stalk
Talk
not upsetting anyone
No wish to tell secrets
Hearing them is needed
But weak
calm
Cool
Fine
Spirit
Says
It’s easier
Manifested
Invested
Infested with the spirit
Money is but a tool
So losing it to fools
Isn’t all you can do
This is all about you.
I have a guardian
Protector in the past
It’s easy to last
It’s so fast
Changing
Day to night
Night to day
I hear my name said
Laying in bed before sleep
Who in my corner creeps
Mm
Kk
Ss
Aa
Bb
N
Cc
Itch
Ditch
Lost a temper
Shouldn’t twist
1234
5678
11 11
Dark eyes?
lines were written
Spoken
to specifically reel in
thought caught
Not an enemy
You should’ve bonded further
Not committed
Asylum?
But is it a prison or haven
And protection would’ve happened.
Moving along
But dark eyes are because
Light sent me
Wounds reeled me
Demons kept me
You were the one fooled all along
And I didn’t even know myself
Nothing else of such shallow intent
Impressed the faceless
Make the man hit
Hits make the man
Try it, buy it.
Lie
It’s only a try, never a success
But maybe that last time would make good
Get it off your chest
Remember the beginning
I’ve been lied to before
And no act could be part of that play
Friction
Fiction
No
shaking hands
Excitement that changes you
Betters
I watched it was a bit thrown off
Took me awhile
It was not an act
You just didn’t know what you were feeling
Leveling
Awakening
attached the wrong words
It was gonna mean something in what I speak
Saw it play out
And eyes were always watching
Thought this was known about
best figure it out
Emotions are better felt than dead
No a picture should be taken
To remind
All can find
Time?
Won’t erode
It’s no good
This new mode.
Go
Turn off the light
It’s ok
One can speak
All is fine here
I finished the last chapter quite quickly
No retry
Only pushing forward into who knows where.
A new path?
How about all truth
Never a cycle repeated
Never
I Shot it in the head
Same as the horse
Seeping evil
I’ve long since retreated in victory to myself
From absolute idiocy
Found in so many areas
It’s quite a blast
Know that a Blast from the past
Sometimes we surprise people
Outside designs are not the solution
Just part of an equation
Look inside
Something will hide
It could be awful
It could be true
It was both
And it was wished
fair warning was heard
But I just sat back
I’ve no lack
Have yet to crack
Protection leave?
Well you left behind your self
Guess you didn’t know.
Well heal and grow
I’ve people and places
But never options
No I don’t make options
It a fools game
There is longing here
Something I did not expect.
Decomp in an empty house
The ghost of you
The ghost of me
I can see them in the undertow
Dragging eachother under
once we set ourselves free
but they are still talkin about
Is it nothing or didn’t you know?
Don’t know what it is they say
What they speak?
Do you remember that day?
The black seeped in
Didn’t seem natural
And you’re still blind to what happened
More to you than me
You just can’t see.
You cannot even try to break the unbreakable
Unshakable
Unthinkable
I’ll simply tell it you
Well hey you tried
It
I’ll back down
2 plus 2 plus 2
1111
1311
111
Math
No literature.
Crime and punishment
I don’t hold it in judgement
Long forgiven
It’s so many shades down the line
I can’t even see it as me
Connected to nothing of my life
That illusion isn’t me
Belief. but never trustworthy
Im full of benefits of doubt
Benefits
not of the green
Doubt is left now
But moving the other way
Don’t feel guilt
Wash it away
Be born
Wake up
Live again.
Trash that knows its not trash laughs when called it
Nothing you said is the problem.
So what?
A few bad words
But the action
Heinous
But all the same
I’m sorry you have to let go of guilt
If ever there be a chance built
To save yourself from the fire?
Become the brand
Stuck to skin?
Pain
Then fire shows where you been.?
And then take a stand
There is your power
Feel and be
Heal the mind
Slay the coward
Be the power
Never cower
And then so devour
The earliest morning and the
latest hour
Find the peace
such peace
I’ve had to find it and so it speaks
Flees at times
But between you and me
What feels like home
Is true peace
Find it
And stay there.
Seems that was done
Good luck
had to show someone their place
That was never their place
They left a trace it’s pathetic to see
I’m watching them watch me
And have been
The accomplishment
Will never Happen
Yikes
Syke
Dik–
Bikes
Ts
Md
Jd
So they just watched from the place
Run around them
Ants
Death circle
A cycle repeated until
The end
So bend
til the end
I’ve always held exactly this place
I enjoy space
But not from all
It’s fall
I might lack grace
But not of the forgiving kind
I just stumble and lose face
I care not about losing nor lost face
Temple in the glade
Swamp cave
Body
Down the line you can breath
The worst is behind
At least for the spiritual and
If you choose the right path
If we all choose a right path
With a pace
Without a pace
With
Or without
Still
Just have grace
Forgive the weak
Keep  in check those in strength
It doesn’t have to be me
Its not the point
Never was
Appoint
Give up the lion
Hold its mouth from closing
The smallest brittle arms can hold the demons at bay.
It just at first won’t look that way
They come still
Warn
Tower
A tower
Is coming
Skip the shower
Scour
Smell the flower
On someone else’s land
Not there
I’m not lying to win
I’m warning because I swear
Swearing
A curse
The wrong word
watchers.
My husband is running around
It’s quite humorous really.
Keep cool
Skip
Skip Skip?
I remember thee.
Skip, no
Run. run free
They’ve known.
Your grown
Set up
Party
Planned out
To meet
Distract
What is this  plot?
Surely not
I’ve never been psychic
I’ve never had premonition.
But the words and divination can always hear through mediums
I never even do much visited place or pages
I’m just beyond that cage
I’m no mage
“I’m a wizard” you said
Odd how you said that when you got your way.
Never any reasons
you asked from
Not alone
In blood
Worried exhausted soul
Glow
You should know
But you already do
I can hear
They can see
You can hear
But it ain’t always me.
green her up
Bring her down
Gotta tear the ground
Burn it down
You have it
You got it
A Friend
A Friend always
Hold the lions mouth open
I’m struggling
Just as much
Remember
All
Memory
Lost
So much
Odd
Think?
I’ve no blocks on anyone
Its not my side that tries or lies
Never spies
But if not heard
I won’t know to listen
I don’t mind but I’m incapable of any of this
I’ve no route
To send my mail
I’m not getting of mine.
Waiting
I already know.
You can speak.
No leak
No mole
Except the wind
A mole still lingers
Blackmail
On you so they say
Who cares?
All of it.
Moving picture proof
Forget them
It’s 2024
At its core
Who cares but those who already wronged you
Dead rat
Coins
Dog oh filth
Next to porch,
No no
Next the dolls invited to sleep
With a knife in hand
When I said I gotta stay away because you tried to ruin my name.
I can’t and don’t want to allow the same
I could with so many things and spare me the ache
From your take
I’ll gladly show you
Why I got suspicious
You got pretentious
It was conspicuous why we both saw the worst in the others way.
Or do I know exactly why.
What I always said was never heard
Pay for me to be what
Untouched?
Because that’s what it is
Protected
I did absolutely nothing to you
Oh for the record
When someone nags you to send money back
That ain’t asking for money.
Because it’s their already
Txting long is everyone
But txting a lot in succession
Is called care.
When I said nothing
You’d get negative and say I guess your gone now
When I’d txt it was too check your breathing
And you know it
Keep spitting obsession
Keep spinning a narrative  twisting  it to people beyond recognition
That’s Really care you can’t fathom
And now you get to have me stay silent
While you make a version of me that does not exist
You’ll persist and pretend your ignoring
Your silent games you think I’m fretting over
No it’s all the wild around us that I will know before all is done
It’s already I’m motion
I’m trying to warn
why would  rent
Remain Unsent
It caused something.
I feel it must be said
It’s not all of you.
Words said frivolously
Taking offense at what was never meant for them to see.
Breath
It’s ok
 
I hear
 
I hear
Too much
Some connected
some a play
Some are someone else’s messed up alll day.
Play or pray
Go or stay
Should we
Pizza?
Why was it said
Did you ask
“Was that you  on there?”
No.
I wasn’t on anything
Of course not.
Duh.
Duh.
See? please see
Have sight
Jealousy In the blood
Envy of what it is.
See
Please
At least that
No one likes it.
I’ll hear it
I’ll hear it
Unless the intention be ill.
so many disagree and spread rumor with sweet
Concerned are we?
They are lies bearing lies
You know why.
It’s how a grown man
Implies
What it really is
Control the rest
Never me
Set it all free that which transpires like electricity
Toxic
Both
The dna
The legacy?
Toxic is understated
Both seemingly willing to destroy
Throw out ploys
Hoping one will pick it up and go
Spreading a sickness in you
Check your mind and health
Move in stealth
Delve
Into the truth of what it can be
Never plead
Just see
Look closer
Or stand back
Stand prouder
Stand tall
And tell them who you wanna be
Can be
I’m learning the act
Trying to keep in tact
With all the disease
Oh and what?
Is a virus spread to bear resentment?
Nah. Fail
Never contentment
Nothing and everything
Lies and turns
Whole to self and soothe
Never attempt to prove
Anything
Speak just speak
It’s spoke in the whisper of autumn trees
Breath
Just sooth sayer speed
flows out of them and into me
Greed marries greed
You’ll bleed
But not blood
Abundant fulfillment marries solid contentment
Throwing off contempt
Hell bent
Heaven sent
Relent
This game of fault
It’s not as one thinks
Those who assume
Lower sinks
And to be proud of it?
Be better
Watch what happens
When none grieves
They already grieved
Leave that which doesn’t serve you
If it’s an apple
If it’s A. Seed
If it’s A. Lead
Prove it to me.
Or ill know its just who
I’m already through
Or was it both.
I just realized I’m worried about some.
 
A lesson hard learned in matters such as these
Give me reprieve for the wrong I’ve done
Give me judgment when I’ve only gave myself some
Because we are not worthy
We see not our good
Nor wrong
Not clear
But with distortion
We fear
When we could lead
Never plead
Do
Pray
A lesson hard won
I put down the gun
My wrists freed
When you live in survival mode so long
You don’t even realize it was always wrong
This was life all along
When your so thirsty all the time
You want the easy song
But you choose the harder
Keeps you moving so you don’t hear your pain
The pain you don’t know is pain
But little to be gained
It’s almost impossible to crave
Anything less
When your thirsty
You assume it’s best
To crave the poison
Swallow which kills you
Because the antidote has never been tasted
Unknown is the Healed through and through
And any quiet moments wasted
With the screams of thought
So hard fought through
So few including
Once drank the poison in anything but a sip
From the rusting lip
Of a venom unknown to any
But born into the war
So at their  core is a fear mastered to the point you can’t retrieve
What ever one was suppose to be
Survival mode
I don’t choose you
Any more
I want peace
And for you saying the same
Got me laughing
That wasn’t a joke?
Surely so.
All one was was a battle inside
And in so doin would hide
What I was not willing to abide
Because of my wants?
No, never
because I want what’s best for those who cannot see their heart
Who fall apart without telling themselves they need help.
I wish you peace.
But I could not give it to thee
I hope you chose what did
But we both already know
Oh don’t we know
Whispers feeling the flow
I’ve always been a peculiar soul
But I can hear it growing
Stronger by the day
Shrinking in the night
Lead with grace never with spite
Obvious it seemed to me
But it once wasn’t
You see
We disagree to agree
Then watch the breeze
 
Every storm is a mountain
And my legs were taken from me
Take them I’ll roll up it
Just to show someone I can.
That’s my pride
But a truth none the less
I don’t regress
Not willingly never to anyone
But me
Blessed
Always bless
Been through storm after storm
Let it pour
Good thing no false smile can form
And look at me.
Look me in the eye
And tell me why does the 3rd one never blink
I know why.
And I protect naturally
No secret is anyone’s but mine
I’m not like the many
I sign my name it’s for any
I tell the paper it is
Soul
Contract
No Contact
The odds stacked
I walk inside the chaos
Watch the insanity as the fire blazes
Been through all the phases
All the crazes
Nothing phases me.
And im sorry you spun wheels for a wound
That I never made
Lied to my face so many time I got used to it beAa
Really could not be true power of what it wac CDCc CC CC.    gccs
I could it’s CCxc why cfc CB you always seems like an idiot
But 4 months go by and you owe support.. all I needdd to know
You don’t even remember
Maybe you thought i couldn’t draw conclusion
Anyway the intrusion of you in life
Was absolutely necessary
Even your secrets
We’re
To make me see things a way I needed
That same as I did for you.
But I grew
Can I ask did you?
Time does not make me more forgiving
Silence does
I’m already too fast past the point now to go back to
That could never be truth
I love the weather
So bring the storm
Controlled every part of me.
It will form
But never to betttttrtttttl
Anything
Accept the reality
No crazy
No lazy
No dead end
Beyond
Odd
Eccentric
Only one place I ever lay my head
None
Not one idea was me.
I know who can see all this
see what I say.
How you doing?
Don’t you know I’ve always see it?
A fiddle isn’t a person
But they start to look that way
Played played til the ending of day
Sun down
And you in your thoughts
How did that happen?
What could I say.
No
Pray.
Odd?
I thought so too.
But the proof is in the gray
I’m the scariestly forgiving person to say
I forgive
I understand
Do you know what you’re forgiving?
Are you seriously?
Empathy
Yes empathy
I feel every plight
Ever the ugliest
Sinful
Dismay
All born from minds black and white, never gray.
Expand your thoughts
Understand every viewpoint
Even if it’s hard
I do.
I forgave all you would and did do.
Have and will before it’s through
Because some need patience
And a million chances
To prove they aren’t a low lying poison
Slithering the grass
Delved into the past
Fearing the future
Hating all the wrong
For fear of rejection
And the thought your better than anyone
Not so fast
I stayed around
Because this contract just ain’t finished.
 
Even thought I knew what I was gonna get
I asked for this long before the last chapter.
Give me proof
With simply laughter
And my laughter was stunned to pain.
Brought to my knees by something much greater that me.
And it’s nothing you could weld to come do wrong.
Traffic
The idea
How are all today?
A fool seen itself in the mirror yet?
Might wanna start laughing to yourself
Instead of wishing hoping for me to be what you need
Never was
I’ll show you
The meaning of strength
Because I feel like it
I like a challenge
Life’s turmoil is only a stepping stone to the next great thing
Never knew me
But you.
Yes you
It’s ok.
Thrown and ricocheted
Close enough.
It’s ok.
Such Death.
Not mine
Too much traffic
Trafficking
School
September yes I see
That’s why.
Red light
Never green
All will die where they stand
Warn them serious, never play
Or my colored stained glass gray
Turns to black and white
And when awoke is a spite
Beleive
Please beleive
Fear is not something that happens anymore
I don’t need to know the height of the monster in store
For any who would send it to thee.
To sit on the should or off so the the head.
Pain be brought?
Never
And the ricochet will tear the world apart.
Gave me the part
Womb
Paid.
You paid
I never was paid
That’s not truth
Sooth sayer
false
Sold assumptions
Oops
ill dirty intentions
I can see you from miles
Hear you from parallels away
I still smile
Like a empty minded nod
Squad
I never dig
Barely look
Never surely ever have stalked
Like a predator
Much too young to do such
Wait
Too old
Telepathy is killing me
But I’ve always had this.
It’s just now overwhelming senses
I just have senses in the ether
Feeling a vibration when a string is pulled
I’m easily fooled by the well intentioned woman or man.
Because I always assume whoever stands in front of me
Means me harm.
A lesson to be learned
Of which I spoke
That lesson will take a part of me
It’s not the time to do such
But soon.
Don’t include
In all stories told aloud
Don’t you know anything?
Elvis sings return to sender
Do you know the song
It means different in my mind
Never bind
oh your too kind
 
Trust not that which can’t be trusted
Trust fully that which you don’t trust
Trust me
You gotta believe
Throw off that attachment the one you cannot see that lingers in your ear.
The fear the hateful the teeth
Which know nothing but the bite
You want to beg for the things you think I wanna hear
I see straight through you
My protection is mine until you actually say what you say and mean what you say.
The world of that which we don’t name told in an ear
Wanted confusion
Domination
Intrusion
Seclusion
Abomination
Mutation
Irritation?
Red skin
Watch where I’ve been.
You may be surprised I’m meeting everyone again
For the first time.
Don’t stick your hands in oil
I pushed the red dot
Because you scared a lot
Of the hermit away
So I had to have a fall back
A safety net
So fault?
I’ll take it
Then I’ll break it
Because you had already
Keep hands from black blood
Oil and herbal sin
Ocean blue and grEeN Marred sea
When all it did was harm all but me
Mm ss cc bb kk me to me
Peace sign in the mirror
Try me
I dare you.
I won’t raise a hand in the world but once you monster of a family I know not...
Once you attempt to cross my threshold
It isn’t me who folds
I stand up and then Show just what I can be
You’ve no idea I’m only halfway woken up
 
Set yourself free
Rid yourself of All this hatred
You have for self
It was always you
Who drowned yourself
Watching reactions
To those who think I’m lost
Anything but knew the cost
And I’d do it again
Make words to match your snake tongue
And watch the reactions of the eyes which break and shattered
I felt the gaze of an ill intended eye.
And with in such wicked dreams saw through one
Shattered it like glass on the floor
cord severed the next day.
I found the mark
The art of me.
I’m not the fish that panic flash in the pool of sharks
I’m the water passing through their gills
To their meals
I said it loud.
Never pride
But never lied
Never even cried
Because the truths
Were always louder than the muse
 
 
Met a match
A match struck is a match in flames
So I’ll just say a couple names
Bill said relax
873
Flea
Flee
Cursed me
You said I’d always manipulate them!
Concubine
South
Lewis
Ian
Aaron
Nathan
Hers
She
2000s
3000s
Paid them
Paid you
Leave
I can’t speak
Blocked
You aren’t.
A match is a match
Seems we both wore masks
Kim
Glenn
Rob
Rob
Hurt
Rob
Hurt
Oh Kay then?
Black..
No white?
Dan
Danny yelled
Dani hell
Tammy
I just don’t use mine the same.
I’d never speak
But you just may
Wanna try.
Without the lie
Laying within Blood begets
more blood
I know
And the blood is certain?
Judy
Animals
Threats
Freezer?
Slander
DNA broken
Stevenson
I didn’t wanna scare yall with this
Family does not always know best
Don’t we know it?
But it’s good I don’t use such
As a return to sender
You did that to yourself
Voices
So many voices.
Photograph
Desk
Altercation
Bleed
Red
Metallic Food
Cryptic?
It is?
But I already knew and opened book full of secrets
Keys to a secret
Maybe a house
1311
111
Lies like dirt
A marriage that isn’t a marriage.
Because they are far apart.
Stolen
And never walked to anything of the sort
Fire
Death of the blood which bore me.
Paid
But it cannot ever make me it’s futile
Stop her
Leave
Leave
They know
Authorities powers
Powers
And another powers
But the gavel
Slamming
They know
I think they do
Manchester
Atlanta
Words on the whispers
Video
Heroine of the vein
With her black eyes
Blackmail.
Another picture
Money
Spells money
Takes money
Space and time
And
I’ve none to give you
I really don’t
But if you ever do yes I’ll talk of all of it with you.
You can’t destroy with them
Someone who they support
Light
Never dark.
No never
But I’m still a typical soul
But these whispers seem to always come and never go
But they are not like your voices
Those are your choices
Calm.
I’ll listen but doubtful if I trust again. Unless you are looked upon while speaking
And a judge see a regretful past and an innocent future
For no weapon will ever harm me
They never could
You never could.
Protected of such
I don’t ever need much
I know they look on
Quite fun
Beyond such thoughts
You gotta walk through it
Or stay in the mud
The old poem goes
And maybe it can be for your soul
“2 men looked out of prison bars
One saw mud and the other saw stars”
But they didn’t escape
Bars both still saw through
Quebec
Im sorry for what those behind you have done and that which you have said and done
And sadness for what protection I have
I knew it would not be good when I saw fire.
I knew a binding could never be placed
I have cut the cord.
And it burst into flames
That is all I did in our names
Natural divider
For lessons to be seen
Before ever coming clean
Greater.
I pleaded for you to be forgiven without that which would take offense at my plight.
But offense remembers offense suffering is but an awakening.
Will you block it or become better
Send a letter
using and caring are different things
Miami
Micheal beside me
A sword in hand
When I was 8
I saw a set of twins in white
Walking on the roadside
64
Not far from them
Twin
In white
Old men
I’ll never forget
I’ve a secret
I’ve not heard one thing from
A mouth
But I do from them
Witch?
No witch hunt
Fool
Never
Never been that in my life.
Just not
I’ll abide anything
I was born for such.
Slander don’t mean much
Massive defamation
With the proof I got?
May have been a bad idea
I deleted nothing
Your game is over
I got more on you than ever on me
Hacker
Whatever will I do?
Impress you?
Who cares?
I don’t live in a scale to measure the great
I weigh myself alone
I’m not stone
And that’s why I’m stronger
I’ll go longer
Just get rid of those who knew
But me?
Never
I’m a typical soul
But not just in those dreams that come and go
These whispers accented familiar
I’m pleading for your sake
break it all
Do no more
I can not be pushed under water
I go farther and farther
I warned you for a reason
Because I knew of treason
A full season before it came about
Remember the dream
Darker than you can imagine
Parted
But no just me or for me
But the other they said
The other will know the night
Dark soul
Night of such
Speak out and I shall hear
Answer me
Txm
Hello.
Answer me.
Then we can resolve this
And you can go back to being you and to being me
I want to believe in you
But you only ever believed in three
I can’t agree to save you
You must learn
And fall not on darkness
But you cannot retrieve in yourself that which isn’t there
Or am I in that mistaken?
Send anything towards me
And the end will be a physical one
Immediate
I have eyes
Not of that realm
But of cold earth into skin.
Bad intent is known always
You cannot ever fool me
They will regret they ever crossed paths.
Immediate
Metallic taste
Someone’s sick
Someone dies
Someone isn’t well
But it can’t be seen
Be seen
By anyone
Who can truly see
You.
Don’t make assumptions about anyone
I get myself  in trouble
And so will all
Don’t assume a lie is a truth
Or the truth
Will bend you to your knees
I’m a typical soul
But there is one thing you should know with me.
Awake
Are you?
 
It’s ok.
You’ll see.
But danger looms
Walk free.
anything could be a trick sure
But this one is simply obvious.
Why don’t you wear a baseball mit
You could catch the ball or something maybe
Or have you already
How badly how bad
Sickly spells wash over me
Fatigue
But I’ll stand over and over again.
Never plead, never beg.
Pray
Just walk towards light
You got it.
Even wicked
Can do some things
Right
Wrong?
Irritates me these days
I’m over it.
Walk in the light
“Don’t ever stop walking in the dark”
Remember
But no I never held hands with the valley shadow of death
I inhale dark and light is upon breath
Transmit
Transmit
Subway
Party
It was all a ploy
It was set up.
I should’ve told you
Diseased
No walk to the light
If you ever wish to ever see
Bigger than all
Believe
Walk to light
Moth
Flame
Same of the same
Goal not us
Goal is you
Betterment
Lift you
Committed isn’t a goal
Not saying I’d care
But the goal
I’m telling you
Flee.
 
Whichever way that might be
Stay free.
union only to then destroy?
Don’t try anymore stupidity
Not much longer I can pretend to not know.
Do it the right way
Or play your play
Say your say
Exactly the way
You need and truth upon truth
Be known.
If
And then leave
Now
Or others, faceless, display vengeance
Just calm down
What I didn’t say.
Spoke
You know.
I know
Confessions
Watch the play
Funny how things turn out that way
Your gullible and still proving yourself and it’s sad
But if I ever find the main evil was more victim truly
Was preyed upon and chance caught
Then I’ll actually do something more then just for me
I’ll be furious.
Which I ain’t yet
Wild
You think I’d care
But my battle was won before yall could see
Pay someone to come within
But wait couldn’t you do better?
3rd party nonsense
To keep what?
Your doin me a favor.
Truly.
Stick
You’re on the wrong side if you never knew?
If you’re wanting to watch the world burn down?
I got the best view.
 
C.R.STANGER

Just started writing random words and cut up sentences. And beyond it a harsh message ..Saw a poem that made no sense recently but I was highly intrigued ..so I did this . And the mind makes it really mysterious. It’s fun. But it sounds like channeling..suppose too.. or what I know of it.. but pointless words are therefore there for reader to draw conclusions but the conclusions I wouldn’t understand.. a poem that is complete nonsense or complete truth..depending how you see it. Idk why I had to try it..write whatever comes to mind. Tiny lessons until it’s absolute nonsensical words ..It’s very deliberate but flighty therefore the reader draws its own conclusions. Suppose to kind of sound a bit out there. It had a unhinged feel and voices and lack of true plot or anything.. is on purpose... mention of mental health at times
It was meant to be a poem while full of tiny ideas and harsh truths has tons of unconscious words and meaningless phrases that for once the reader cannot draw the same conclusions as the next. I think it’s an idea I wanna look at more .. like a mental experiment not a poem... this is definitely not all about one thing
Try like a million. Lines throughout times put together and different story lines running together with words said at weird times . Idk never did it before I kinda did it for me. But also it’d be cool to see how other minds mold and push things out and in to make something from their life in it. And I want it long.

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