winter triggers depressive episodes for me, for context.
“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.
i water the roses and i shear thei… because what is beauty without adm… what is anything at all if you can…
i love my dad; he makes me sad he cries in work trucks, i cry in bathrooms. he likes to soothe burns with ice… he also likes to stay still when b…
i painted a crane on the wall yest… i’ve got a jade bracelet sitting i… i can’t wear it anymore, because i… thanks, grandma, but now it’s coll… not bringing much beauty or luck a…
i am the parasite and i am the hos… i’m cold and my hair is falling ou… i haven’t eaten in awhile but my t… no one knows how to pull this hung… because i am the sickness and i am…
i’m waiting for the good part, i’m praying real hard that it’s st…
i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…
i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,
i want to fucking tear you apart just to breathe in the smell of the blood that i tasted in your mouth. everything looks rosy right now, and i want to cleave you as sudden as the smile ...
i buried my childhood in a cardboa… i wrapped it up in a stained white… it’s sitting in my old backyard, s… it’s really sad when i think about… so i just don’t
there has got to be something fuck… that would ever make you look at m… “yeah, i want to love that.” and there has always been somethin… that keeps hoping someone will cho…
part 1: horror i loved her, but oh my god, it was so, so bad. we were the campfire stories in th… that was us, and that’s what we st…
always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.
god carries a honey-soaked stake w… and his lovers scream at me to sto… to let him sink it into my chest,…
i am beginning to blur at the edge… i’ve been becoming something of lo… i think i’ve wanted this storm lon… that it will wash me away with it.