Shallow grave control Sideways an easy way out You dare surrender
Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid
Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone
After anger, life You, forbidden, deal me out Before the light ends
Stairway back to life Again to find you my love Encompassed by wings Memories linger Fear of the darkness growing
Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away
I apologize Free of your ghost promises Gone away I have
Throw yourself away Wrong reasons not worth the fight Prison or bullet
Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken
Clean my memory Pain a pleasant end to you Hello its just me
Vilipend savior I always die in your arms Breaking through my skin
My favorite sin Rainbow in the dark you are Nightmare fantasy
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death
I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight