Anastasia

fearful four letters

It seems I’ve bitten more than I can chew
Because now I feel as though I’m losing you
Only 6 months have past
And I was pretty sure this would last
You told me that this was real
And like a fool I fell
It worries me that it was all lies
That it was a plan just to touch my flesh
To see me on dress
Knowing you were never truly impressed
At first you told me it was me and you
Now the uncertainty is killing me
With this growing life inside of me
You have found cold feet
Scared I know you are and so am I
But do far it’s only has been me, myself and I
Love doesn’t warn you when you begin to fall
She doesn’t warn you at all
From the moment she escapes your lips
Its like your entire world flips
It brings much pain not only to my heart but also my brain
To know that the lies have gone too far
There’s no turning back but I still love you
No matter what but I’ll always hold fear of letting those fateful words enter another man’s ears

(2014)

My boyfriend and I are taking a break his choice not mine and I feel as if this could be it and well we have discussed it before and I told him I'm not giving up on our relationship but I guess it doesn't matter to him




Alto