(2009)
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
What do you do when you’ve screwed up this bad and you’re not sure that it can be fixed
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
If the world realy does end If i’m still alive by then i’ll go peacfully for
they say tomorrow is a new day and it will get better but it never
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
They come and go with us We see them nor hear them We feel them nor
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I
This isn’t a poem, it’s relly just… Of pain and sorrow And the lost maybes of tomorrow For i can’t remember a single happ… i remember smiling, laughing
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him