09/29/15
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
sitting by a monument tower for those fallen befor us yet do we recognize
splish, splash floating in my own blood so many cuts that i’ve actually
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
right or wrong it’s up to you each person has their own moral compass some people may
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
A whisper fades on the evening wind along with the hope of tomorrows friend Yet there is a
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right