06/24/15
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
what do you do when your worst fears are realized when the words you’ve dreaded hearing have been spoken where will you go now that
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
Thief and dark angel what a pair they make Her hiding in the dark stealing their secrets Him in the open with
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
i’m tired of being broken then put back together i’ve been broken
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I