05/15/15
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
Have you ever seen the gleaming wight teeth floating by your head Or the glowing red eyes underneath your bed
The wind blows softly across the meadow carrying the whispers of tomorrow’s sorrows If you listen closely
I really just want to know what you think what crosses your mind when i
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
sitting by a monument tower for those fallen befor us yet do we recognize
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
Have you ever had your heart torn in two You don’t even know if the pieces
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I
The constant ruckus The constant noise When will it stop When will it cease When will i finaly
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past