04/22/14
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
I really just want to know what you think what crosses your mind when i
i’ve got to many images and words in my own head a part of me
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
the wind howls as the water churns and we are tempest tossed in this raging storm the men work hard
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
stand up be strong that’s what i’ve always been told keep fighting
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i