I don’t know where to start Too much to say So much more to lose I know what I am risking But I don’t have a choice

Disappointment is everywhere I lo… It is in the faces of those I adm… And shown in their actions I wish I could fix everything All the hurt feelings

A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.

Waking in a cold sweat Choking for breathe Scared to death The shadows prancing In the darkness

My fingers gliding across the keys In a race to keep up with My wayward thoughts Drifting through me head Things demanding to be out

Unhappy thoughts Replace my good mood Sending my heart fluttering Angrily against my chest Demanding to prove their worth

Time ceases to exist Vanishing from my mind As my worries cry All the things I can’t control Throwing me back

The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.

My voice vibrates off the empty st… echoing in the night. The glow the street lamps illumina… the brick buildings centuries old Their character leaping from the s…

Forgiveness is the hardest gift to… Tears clouding our vision Our sadness turning to madness Hiding our hearts beneath Thick layers of rust

As the sun melts into the horizon. The Moon– yawns as it wakes. Sweeping ripples through the gentl… Now a black abyss. As silver jewels come to life

The morning sun swings and twirls Drawing in the vacant streets Singing songs of love and joy She tries to wake the dead.

I thought I knew What was love That I would recognize it When it came to the door Greet it with open arms

The world is an ugly place Filled with disease Secrets buried deep within Betraying the lies we hide behind Spewing all our sordid crimes