You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,

Love life, but love death also. It isn’t the end, only a beginning that we don’t und…

I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…

I close my eyes to surrender to th… but instead get bombarded by image… Your smile flashes at me from the… Your laughter bubbles out, and it’s like I’ve gone back in ti…

Exhausted, Drained, I have nothing left. No more strength to fight against… I’m sinking.

Trailing kisses, hands on my back, hold me close and I can’t breathe. Perfect romance, my heart beats fast,

Dear Man, I’m not going to pretend that I u… Pretend that everything is alright… It’s not. I’m hurt.

Lord, Things are unbearable. I have been shouting. I have been crying. Hoping you would listen.

Words fail.

center When I’m with you, I have no worries, but then I don’t see you, don’t talk talk to you,

Don’t leave me brokenhearted. Don’t leave me in the dust. Don’t pretend you love me, if all you feel is lust. I’m scared you’ll walk away.

center There once was a time when I was… Happy and bright. Not a care in the world. Just going through life,

Cousin. Brother. Best friend. All one person and now he’s dead.

This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,

I walk around, feeling whispers. Avoiding the eyes that prosecute m… The stares. The glares.